I’ve decided to stop writing about my monthly crush encounters with other woman. One thing I’ve noticed about myself that most of the times I am praising a lady as a work of art, and natures absolute work of design. It is not always sexual, and never devious it is just that I like to appreciate anything beautiful ( Physical or Spiritual ).

Besides writing about those passive thoughts, feelings, meetings or encounters might send out the wrong message, because I have found out there are actually people out there reading my blog!

Makes me wonder … is Blogging a form of mental exhibitionism?

And when I finally meet that very special lady, I would rather keep it secret for a while to freeze the magic, to make sure it is a more stable relationship, then I’d be more willing to talk and write about her in public.

I would also like to mention that growing to age 31 I am much more capable of appreciating a more stable long term quality relationship, over short term romantic or sensual encounters.

Rastin